ok.. so im in the most beautiful, relaxing place in the world....Kiawah Island... ; )
ill be back on Saturday... then my real summer beginss ..!
all this free time has made me thing... alot... about tons of different things and situations
i found through this past year that im finally starting to figure myself out... and you know what i figured out... that i probably never will to the full extent....
but id just like to say to a number of people.. how sorry i am.. for being how i am
and usually i wouldnt use names... but ...
JB - im am honestly sorry.... for everything... no matter how hard it is for me to admit it right now... i am... tho we equally put eachother through some kind of hell.. that maybe we didnt notice at the time...and im sorry for being probably the meanest person in your life this year.... im just well.... sorry
Summer - thiss has been a tough year... and let me tell you this... your changing so much... for the better... your maturing so much more than i expected... honestly.. i know this sounds harsh... but i didnt like you at all... but now that weve started talking again...and i see that your not the same person.... your better.... and im sorry for anything ive ever said to offend you
ive also realized... that i just need to have fun... and not take things so seriously.... and i thank marissa for that.... shes helped me find myself so much more than anyone ever could..... lifes not about having a boyfriend constantly, and being the best... its about being with your friends whether they be boys or girls, and having fun with what you do... you may not likely be the best... but if your having more fun than someone who is the best... than that just makes you better... well i better stop before i say too much lol...
now... im going to beachhhh! yay
<3 Mary
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